Wednesday, October 15, 2008

Be calm: New weekly focus

Hey there! Ok, so I've decided to challenge myself, focus myself I should say, each week by paying close attention to a certain dynamic of life. For example, patience, honesty, family relationships, etc... Not a totally original idea, I know, but I feel I want the intentionality and discipline in my life. This week... be calm.

I knew it was right because soon after it rose to my consciousness, I looked at my ever-insightful Yogi tea tag. It said, "To remain calm is the highest achievement of human existence." Aha! Off I go on my journey to be calm.

5 minutes later, I pile in to my car ready to leave for Mattawamkeag for 3 days. No keys. I go back inside, no keys on my key rack. I've cleaned the house this morning and haven't seen them around. Hmmm, I think to myself, looking up at the spacious ceiling of my bright yellow kitchen. I raise my finger to a tricky God/Source of All, give a wink and say, "Bring it on" as I feel my anxiety rise ever-so-slightly.

I take a deep breath, exhale slowly and let the anxiety pass. Where else do I ever put my keys? Yes, I knowingly nod and smile. The hidden pouch of my bag, easy access so they don't get lost in the shuffle of who-knows-what that I carry around each day. (Never knowing what I'll want, I take it all.) I CALMLY stroll, strolling seems calmer than walking :), to my car, grab my bag, and yes, there they are. One for me, tricky, tricky Challenger.

This weekend, I go to my home, Beals Island, to stay with my parents. Always great to be there. Always over-stimulating. Easy to get caught up... "Bring it on... but not too much."

How do I rate this weeks focus? Be calm
Difficulty Level: High
Fun Level: Low
Spiritual Growth?: Most certainly

Have a great week! And look for some blessings... they'll be there. ~ Trish

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

I Love your Blog Trisha! As far as remaining calm remember these words…Breathe in, Breathe out. Say this over and over and over.
It was great to see you in Onset and to meet your Mom. God Bless!…Julee

Erica said...

This is great Trisha! You're fun to read. I like that you're being intentional about spiritual growth. It's all about INTENTIONAL!
How has the ministry been going? Been able to connect with people yet?
Have I shown you this yet?: www.cofchrist.org/emergence/2008_StartingYAbook.pdf
Peace and Hope,
Erica